Halloween Night @ Illuz + Club NaNa

Dressed up as a Vamp for halloween!! ^^
siam-ed all the alcohol hahaha because i wasnt in the mood for celebration:(

anyways, halloween was pretty awesome
with all the awesome people in DA HOUSE
help gabby and zike get black lips too
saw some ah qua cross dressing as lady gaga LOL
took lotsa photos ^^

liew zike !!!

gabbbyyyyy! no sad no sad :)
one of the drunkards of the night

clarence was at illuz too.
nope, we din plan to go illuz tgt hahahaha
that moron cant take martell but still drink -.-

nic tan!

the lady gaga i was talking about!!
he freaking tall. -____-

jem jem jem jem jem jem jem jem jem jem jem jem jem !!!!

vaney !!!
starting still say dw come !! >=(

lim tow xiang !!!!

zike again! before his make-over LOL

jemmm !!!!!!

vivian!!!!!!!!

LV hong! HAHAHAHA

kayla princess wong me :B

awesomeeeeeeee

ding dong girl say she dressing up as police woman that night
DONT LOOK LIKE AT ALL LORH

okay i dont look like a vamp either :< no fangs

Hiding My Heart

So this is how the story went
I met someone by accident
who blew me away
who blew me away

I woke up feeling heavy hearted
I'm going back to where I started
The morning rain
The morning rain

Melt My Heart To Stone

For you, I find myself repeating like a broken tune~

And I hear your words that I made up
You say my name like there could be an us
I best tidy up my head I'm the only one in love
I'm the only one in love~

dont know why i can totally relate to some parts of the song hahaha :B
#with each passing day, it gets easier.

Adele - Chasing Pavements

Should i give up or should i just keep chasing pavements, even if it leads nowhere, or would it be a waste even if i knew my place. Should i leave it there?

Sneak Preview ♥

Bought some new make up for halloween
was too hyped up! cant help but tried them on as soon as i got home :B
end up decided to just do a trial make up in preparation for tmr :B
im glad i did, i did not know my black eye shadow was so pigmented!!
luckily i wasnt heavy handed just now!
and i've decided to replace the gold highlighter with a light pink
due to me being real lazyyyy, i just went over the gold with the pink base
thus you can see there's still gold shimmer ard the brow bone when pic is taken with flash

 note: it's all done anyhow cause i just wanted to see how it might look
so dont keep harp about how my lashes are uneven and that my brows are not drawn properly :<
drew my brows with a old liquid liner. fml smudged on the left brow T.T
and i forget to draw my bottom lash=.=

 had one of my fav pair of contacts on!
i think this look will look better with black hair lorh :<

 hehehehe can you see my real brows under the black brows? :P
[yes i bleached my brows]
so apparently my concealer is not thick enough to cover them :<
love the lip colour though, makes my teeth look so whiteee

 -frowns-

 my smile look so evil T.T

 got to love my new dress!

 plume coloured blush!

 vamp vamp vamp vamp  :B
i need fangs T.T but idk where to get them!

 

cant stand the freaking gold shimmer and my bleached brows in this picture-.-
love my contacts though. LOL
okay byeeee! i promise i will do a better job on my make up tmr :B

头有点儿痛!

Seeking help from heavens above for what I'm determined to do!!!!!! Out of sight out of mind out of heart <3

:(

Piercings & Tattoos

Okay, this is really creepy.. at least to me.
so just a few minutes ago, i was having one of my "gonna go crazy" moments
every single time i have a huge surge of emotion.. like.. pain?hurt?
i always tend to go crazy and do something crazy.. on impulse ~.~
so my tongue piercing was one.. my navel was another..
my blonde hair too -_____- and lets not mention the number of piercings i had on my ear

whenever.... hmmm... i have one of these "episodes"
thats when i really, REALLY, CAN. NOT. stay at home !!!
because i'll seriously go crazy i might just commit suicide

okay, i shall take that back because i value my life a lot actually hahaha

anyway! So i had this desperate urge to get out of my house
and suddenly the idea of getting another piercing seemed so appealing to me
like, i've always wanted a nape piercing.
i wouldnt mind one on the collar bone.
and my tongue piercing migrated so i've always been DYING to get it repierced or removed or replace it with venom or whatever.
so i went to google about the various piercings, the healing process, duration and all
to see which one i wanna get it done first..

and thats when i stumble upon this page.
http://www.letusreason.org/current91.htm
okay, many do not know this, but i've always been a faithful follower of Christ
despite how i look and how i behave.. despite me not going to church for almost 2 years.
like i left the church not because i lose faith in Christ... it's because of some internal conflicts which, obviously, is not the main topic of this blog post right now. ANYWAY,

that article... omg.... idk! i felt as if i just received two fking tight slaps across my face
and now, i'm feeling ridiculously guilty and i have this strong urge to remove all my piercings-_-
okay i know i sound ridiculous, but... REALLY !!!!

i remembered how my teacher in church used to tell me that God will always speak to you...
not in the literal form, maybe through people around you, through things that happaned around you to teach you and to guide you.
and i really don't know why,
i had this really strong and firm certainty that God is trying to tell me: NO! Dont do it!

and you know how they always claimed that your body is a temple and the holy spirit reside in you
somehow, today marks the day i truly believe.. incredibly, in my heart.
i mean it's not something new to me, i've always known and heard about this, but i've never truly "accepted" it in a sense ..... believe it so strongly ...... in my belly  !!
[ LOL i know it sounded weird but my belly's the part where i felt it so strongly.. maybe im just hungry :B ]

okay im rambling again i guess most people will find this blog post meaningless and stupid ~.~

times like this.. i kinda miss church
but.. seriously..

Girl you fucking pathetic you know anot?

Oh hi heine.. Have been seeing quite abit of you lately.

cant sleep thanks to the ying yang thing i drink just now =.= seriously i din know its coffee and tea mixed. -_______-


maybe some alcohol will help me sleep...
sucks to be drinking alone =.=
or maybe i should just stay up since theres no school tmr.
idk why am i blogging at this time when i know very well this post is going to be taken down sooner or later ~.~

i wish i can go back to when i was still bubbly and happy... and fat LOL
okay im still fat. WHATEVER.

Slap slap, wake up!!!

i think i sound damn pathetic! hahaha
no think no care no botherrrr

@Bishan Park

Seems like I can't keep my own promise to myself :'(

still moody...

dumb blond

feel so stressed :(

看不到，听不到，可以假装不知道。<3

wish i could be, part of that world.

p/s [principals of marketing is really dry T.T]

New Hair Colour!

Hi there!!
so right now im in school, lecturer teaching D&T sketching thingy -yawns-
would have slept if not for my trusty iced latte!!
feel so uncomfortable today. likea gonna fall sick soon T.T
it was a pretty dramatic day for me ytd.
saw this pretty girl's blog T.T
strip me of confidence totally... because.... T.T
oh well~

doest change the situation anyway, only my confident level went rock bottom only ma :<
hmph!
anyway, i dont know what im holding on to also. hahhahaha
is like im giving up again and again but a tiny part of me still holding on
still hoping T.T
whateveaaaaaaa!! :B
imma stay happyyyy

i kinda like all my lecturers for this sem. all seemed pretty nice
but of course it's still too early to judge....

hmmm my lecture supposed to end at 1
but it's 11:18am and my lecturer just let us off
woots! talk about nice lecturers!
okay got to go! toodles!